July 20th; Bliss in the Mist
Journal Entry: Sun Jul 20, 2008, 4:26 PM
Have you have just felt wonderful for no real reason? Just completely gleeful despite the circumstances? Well, that is the way I feel right now and I am so hopelessly clueless for what reason I am in this happy state.
I am listening to music, writing poetry that doesn't make me want to end my life and I do not want it to ever end. I am a bit fearful I am in a manic state. I am not used to feeling this good. It is glorious.
So, yes, I am happy but there is no reason for me to be. It is so horribly gloomy outside and has been since late yesterday evening. It has been light dusk out ever since I got up at 7:25am. An entire day spend indoors while it is dismal, gray and foggy. I had nothing to do but read, write and watch movies. The love of my life, Amber, was taken away from me for the weekend and all I had was pictures and memories. The day was designed for my downfall.
However, I endured. More than so. I am victorious in my gaiety. Soon my lovely puppy will be home and I am doing quite well. I owe it to a combination of music, finally blasting through my writers' block and just the right amount of mental stimulation.
Hope everyone else is doing fine because I am just swimming in it. Praise the Lord. I AM BACK!!!
- Mood:
Zeal - Listening to: Angels and Airwaves
- Reading: Fox Evil by Minette Walters
- Watching: Mr. and Mrs. Smith
- Playing: Nothing at the Moment
Devious Comments
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Welcome To The Slightly Darker Side of Me
DaaBree/Jeff
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Baka my favorite kind of cheese! Just the right amount of stupidity! *chews finger*
hey do me a favor?? My friend said she lost her mind because of me, if you see it can you tell me? Thanks
Still need an email so i can send it to you.
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Welcome To The Slightly Darker Side of Me
DaaBree/Jeff
I just realized i'm not watching you...But now i am
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Baka my favorite kind of cheese! Just the right amount of stupidity! *chews finger*
hey do me a favor?? My friend said she lost her mind because of me, if you see it can you tell me? Thanks
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Welcome To The Slightly Darker Side of Me
DaaBree/Jeff
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"If The Legend of Zelda has taught me anything, my death by chickens is long overdue."
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"The World is Not Black and White"
---Zhenghua Yang
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"Ask the tulips," scoffed one tigerlily.
But of all the flowers in the garden Alice did not talk to one tulip... they were too busy cutting themselves and writing sad poetry...
Today is the official blowkiss Thursday. So Blowkiss your favorite friends!
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xXx~*A heart stained black with ink will never bleed purely red again*~xXx
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Blaaah--I am a kraken from the sea!
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Baka my favorite kind of cheese! Just the right amount of stupidity! *chews finger*
hey do me a favor?? My friend said she lost her mind because of me, if you see it can you tell me? Thanks
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The Love Of One Leads To The Destruction Of Another.
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Cry ourselves to sleep
We will sleep alone forever
Will you lay me down
In the same place with all I love...
~*~ Music saved her soul ~*~
Hahahaha!
PS. You do not have to do it, okay?
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The Love Of One Leads To The Destruction Of Another.
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xXx~*A heart stained black with ink will never bleed purely red again*~xXx
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...and that's how I became the king of this state called "Shamalamading-dong", my good son.
<33
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With a trembling hand I point and laugh at what I see. She is no wonderful, she is no lovely. This is no rumbling ocean, this is no crumbling emotion. I turn and think to myself, "I think that was me."
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"A Pace Too Slow In A Place Too Low"
DaaBree/Jeff
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courage does not always roar.
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xXx~*sanity is for the weak*~xXx
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we are so beautiful, that we are free.. -<3lynne
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It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift
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